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18:28 Jun 30 2013
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Birds of a feather flock together.



That proverb goes through my mind while looking at certain things. I don't think it is always true, but I find that in a lot of situations it is. Even more so when the actions of the 'flock' are all similar.



The terms 'friends' is thrown around here so easily. And it amazes me what people will put up with in their friendships. The back and forth fighting, the pitting people against one another, the lies, the constant bringing of drama, so on and so forth. It also is amazing how fast these kind of people can lure others into their 'flock'. By looking at their actions, they aren't that wonderful of people, so why?



I am friends with a very small number. I am friendly with quite a few pepole. Just because I am friendly with someone doesn't mean that we are friends. It means that we get along and chat. It doesn't mean that I will divuldge my deepest secrets to them. Trust is not something I give away easily, I've learned not to over the amount of untrust people I have met on here.



So if you want to 'stick up' for a 'friend' and follow along in their foots steps, you better damn well make sure they are worth it. Because some of these people I see where one person gets bent, and then the troop follows, are not even close to worth it.



If they've pulled the same crap on others, don't be all surpised when they pull the same crap on you- if they haven't already. Because if you keep forgiving them you deserve every ounce of trouble they bring you for laying down and taking it.

Oh..You Ghost Adventuring Bastard.
22:37 Jun 29 2013
Times Read: 548

Seriously.. what is up with the fad of the creepy weird pedophile facial hair? Gah it is like so freaking creepy. It reminds me of some of those bad horror movies, or those weird neighbors that you know lure kids in their windowless van with candy. I really wish people from t.v. would not follow this trend.



I couldn't get past it when I was watching Ghost Adventures and the lead guy Zac showed up with the facial hair and the matching creepy pedo-glasses. All I wanted to do was watch out for the kids and scream "Stranger Danger!".



Gah. SO freakin' creepy.

18:21 Jun 28 2013
Times Read: 587

I am so glad I've always been able to think for myself and not be a follower- specially around here. I'm also glad that I can, mostly, steer clear of drama and not be up in it.



There is a reason why I am so choosey on who I speak with, and give my time to. Because those that I talk to on a daily basis, wouldn't pull a lot of the nonsense I see around here. And I am thankful for that.



No, I am not saying I am better than everyone- I am just better than some. heh.

23:09 Jun 27 2013
Times Read: 613

I think its time to start cleaning out my friends list, and my journal lists, again.

22:00 Jun 27 2013
Times Read: 619

While looking at Walmart online, I noticed that they have a new section.. Funeral! You can now buy urns for your animals, urns for Great Aunt Edna, or buy a really cheap casket for someone that you can't stand.



I love Walmart even more now!

18:16 Jun 27 2013
Times Read: 634

I need to start packing again. I am an obsessive packer. Going over everything to make sure I have what I need.

I have mostly everything lined up to get done this week. I won't be able to get my crown until Probably August, so I'll be good for another few weeks down there with him.



YAY! :D :D :D

02:21 Jun 27 2013
Times Read: 663

Ack. My jaw is sore. I think its from them shoving that little picky thing down in the crack. Buncha jerks!

22:44 Jun 26 2013
Times Read: 684

It has been a day.



First thing.. doing my hair and my Instyler broke. The damn cap on the end of the barrel came off and about burnt me. I love that thing. I'm going to mourn it, maybe see if I can find another.



Then I get to the dentist. Not so bad. A few cavities, and I have to get a damn crown because I cracked a tooth all the way through. Monday I have to go get a few fillings fixed, then get a temp crown. THEN in about a month get two more fillings and get my permanent crown.



Yehaw.

04:39 Jun 26 2013
Times Read: 723

Some people seriously disappoint me. Another reason as to why I don't 'venture out into the land of idle chatter' much anymore.

22:41 Jun 25 2013
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So... I can't get in trouble for stealing Cancer's avatar again because its NOT the same one! hah. Mine spins faster and is in pretty colors. His just isn't as cool in his black and whiteness.



Deal with it, baldie... mine is better. :P

20:41 Jun 24 2013
Times Read: 798

Ever since I came back Friday, I have been so bored. Nothing appeals to me. I know its because I miss him. I used to be able to at least occupy my time and get lost in something so I wouldn't think so much about it, but this time it isn't working. Not even close.



I have a dentist appointment Wed to get it checked out. So that will help with the 'getting things done at home' part.



This just sucks. And it makes me cranky. I want to punch babies, but I would settle to punch a few fucking dumbasses from here.

22:43 Jun 22 2013
Times Read: 864

I seen a thread in a society talking about blocks. And the first thing I could think of is 'The reason why you have so many is because you're a trouble making pain in the ass. I am pretty shocked you don't have more with your track record'.



But... I just giggled and went on my way.

04:53 Jun 22 2013
Times Read: 899

I am feeling cranky and off kilter ever since I got home. This whole thing just doesn't feel right. It is throwing me off that I can't just reach over and touch him, not getting the random kiss and seeing him smile.



I am sitting here yawning like crazy because I just have no desire to go to bed yet. I just.. don't know what to do with myself. I look around and nothing really interest me. I feel all twiddery inside- like I just can't sit still.



He is so right in my life- for the first time in a long time. I love being around him, and just knowing that he is near. So it seems odd when he isn't.



While I know that there are going to be times when I have to be here (at homebase) it is going to be very difficult. Hell, it hasn't even been 12 hours and it already is.

20:57 Jun 20 2013
Times Read: 922

Tomorrow I am venturing back to home 1 for a bit tomorrow. I have somethings I need to take care of around that area- getting my hair did, Dr.'s and seeing where I can get a cracked tooth fixed.



I've been here a lil shy of 3 weeks. It doesn't feel like it at all. I don't want to go, but I know I have to go and get things done. Its going to seem weird not feeling him next to me when I sleep, or the random touch in the night.



It is going to be so different. I am going to miss him horribly until I come back home.

17:35 Jun 20 2013
Times Read: 1,002

Dear FALSExCURE,



I am the database entry VAMPIRE PUMPKIN Halloween Prop.



I seen that you rated me low, and I am extremely upset by this. Are you offended by the color of me? Did I not give you enough information? Do you just not like me?



I think you are a meany pants for rating me so low. I didn't do anything to you. I was made! That was all- MADE! And yet you feel the need to downrate my entry. How dare you!



Change my rating of I'll one and block you.



Sincerely,



VAMPIRE PUMPKIN Halloween Prop

00:12 Jun 19 2013
Times Read: 1,059

Its always the same song and dance with you. You said the exact same things after all the shit you pulled. You have nothing to forgive me for. I warned you to leave me alone. I told you what I would do if you didn't. And yet you didn't. So you got what you deserve. And you will keep getting it because I can't stand the fact you breath.



I can't stand you. I am over the shit you pulled on me, but I cannot stand you for the lies that you continue to bring. I cannot stand you for the person that you pretend to be. I also cannot stand you for the lies that you still try to spout.



You talk about peace? You don't even know what the word means. All this that happens to you, is what you deserve. Must suck that you finally found someone to stand up to you and all your psycho bullshit, and not let you push them around.



I hope that maybe one day you'll grow up to be a real man, and not a scared little boy who always thinks he's right. But I doubt it unless a miracle happens.

20:27 Jun 18 2013
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I always find it extremely comical when a crappy person spouts of words of wisdom that they will never live by no matter how hard they try to get people to believe that they do.

18:28 Jun 17 2013
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You know.. I am normally not violent, but holy fuck sakes, some people need to seriously go get a life away from this place.



Its always the same people, with the same bullshit. After being here for 8 years I don't think I have ever seen a group of people become so gawd damn annoying. Holy Hell.

02:48 Jun 15 2013
Times Read: 1,214

Me: I wanna play a shoot 'em game.



H: Okay.



-him telling me how to navigate to a game-



H: you like pacman?



me: Yes.



H: You can play that if you want.



Me: No.. I want to shoot people. Stop giving me girly shit. Why you gotta be so gender sensitive!



And This is my life ♥ hahaha

18:17 Jun 14 2013
Times Read: 1,253

Seeing things from 'this side of the fence' is really different. You can see a lot of things people lie about, and how they try to pull things over on people. While its surprising, it isn't really- and that is kind of sad.



I am pretty quiet here. I am more than happy to talk to people if I get a message, but I just don't randomly message people. I'm a loner. For this I am grateful because while I have 'bumped' into a few people who were nothing more than fakes and phonies, it has kept me pretty trouble free.



I have pretty good intuition for people after years of watching people, so I am pretty good at spotting the games that people play on here. Sometimes they slip through, but not for long. And sometimes I can spot the game because I've played them myself on AOL.



Its rather nice to be able to sit back and go "I was right" with a few things I've come across. Not only does it mean I'm not fully crazy, but my intuition is still pretty good.

And then I was like......
21:34 Jun 13 2013
Times Read: 1,286

Keep on with your cycling while I be flinging I told you so's around like it ain't no thang. Boo-yah.

20:13 Jun 13 2013
Times Read: 1,316

I am seriously wondering this-



With all the constant drama from the same people, doesn't it get tiring to be friends with them? Isn't it always something? Doesn't that get boring?



And another thing-



When someone is constantly outed for being a liar, and an ass, what makes people stick to them? Specially when its a constant cycle? Is it the mentality that 'Oh it won't happen to me'? Why wouldn't it when it has happened to countless other people?



I just don't get it.

21:02 Jun 10 2013
Times Read: 1,347

Brace yourself.



I have never spoken these words before.



I now have a gamer ID. hahah YES!

14:23 Jun 09 2013
Times Read: 1,374

The people living above us are crazily loud. Stomp. Stomp. Stomp. Holy Jeebus. And this is like an all hours kind of thing, not just like at a certain time.



They need to be tranquilized.

22:39 Jun 07 2013
Times Read: 1,400

There is this place by the condo that is called Another Way Pregnancy Center. Its like the Anti-abortion place. When I look at it I think 'If they knew some of the people I came across in my life, they'd probably wish that it was legal to abort them even after so many years'.



The place makes me twitch. Some people need to be sterilized.

22:30 Jun 07 2013
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21:52 Jun 06 2013
Times Read: 1,422

Like I said a piece of work with all your double standards. Didn't like all the negative stuff you got on the other profile after I outed all your lies, huh?



I would have no issue with you being here, but I am so god damn sick and tired of you trying to twist things to make things looks look in your favor. I don't think so. If you didn't want 'my drama' then you would have not mentioned anything about the 'online relationship' that we had and twisted it to 'flirting gone bad'. If that story makes your life better, so be it. It is bullshit and you know it.



From the messages I have received it seems I am not the only one sick of your shit.



If you don't want to hear me, then keep your god damn mouth shut about me.

18:45 Jun 06 2013
Times Read: 1,435

I see it didn't take long for you to crawl back out from under the rock you went and scurried under. I also see that you are still trying to twist everything so you look fine, even after it all came out.



Piece of work, and I don't mean that in a good way.

23:28 Jun 04 2013
Times Read: 1,486

The thing that irks me is the fact you are still a liar. Even after everything you lie,lie, lie. Yee haw for you.

Flashbacks make you go....
18:20 Jun 04 2013
Times Read: 1,493

....... and then I was like 'whoah, you're still trying to like keep up the flow of twisted tales. You need Jesus and a prayer. And let's throw in a whole lot of meds for good measure.'

03:29 Jun 01 2013
Times Read: 966

Too much caffeine. Too anxious. Too Excited. Too Impatient. Too much of everything.



Thank Gawd I am going a day early or I'd be a bigger basket case than what I already am.